i was thinking about this long time ago.
i do not know that whether i should trust you or trust others .
i am really confuse and i do not know what to do .
i try to think about this from so many ways .
but i still cant get the real answer.
then by this monday i hatfa give a answer
haixx
hope that i wont make the wrong decision ..
and the both of us wont regret about what we're doing now.
actually before your birthday i was planning about this long time ago.
but ..................... you let me know about something that i've shouln't have wanna know.
how dare you lie to me?????
i did ask you about this for few time
and yet you didnt tell me the truth .
until someone told me
that kind of feeling is like so damn kek
and you should know that i hate people lying to me .
is hurt actually
and so damn disappointed
after a period of time ,
i did try to give you many chances
but ..........................
in the end still the same .
haixx
i should listen to what they all said to me .
i am not a stupid fool like you think i am !!!!!!!!i had all this enough !!!thanks for acting like you care !!seriously ,
i do not know which sentence you told me is the truth
which sentence is false..
i wont even know weii
stop here .
something is gone means gone ,
there will never be a second chance
even i did say its your last chance
but this time i will mark my words and it will never change again
i wont ever ever ever pity you anymore !!!
hmmm ..
i hope that she will be back the person who she is .
as soon as possible .
coz i do not want her to be like how she is now .
is like so damn xin tong when i see like dis
stop stop stop !!
you are not those emo kind , emo do not suit you at all !!
trust me
come on fren , jiayou to be back the person you are last time !!
no matter whats going on ,
feli promise that will be there for her
and wont let anything bad happen to her
feli will try her v v best for her ~~
as long as she is alright then everything will do ..
anything happen feli wil support and help her til the end of the time
haix
feli wil stay strong for it !!
never giv up !!
so we jiayou together kay ???
no matter how long will it take ,
im still here !!
to ahban , boss and laoda !!
thx u v v much =)
the crazy feli will be back as fast as it can !!
times really changed the world,
times changed a person easily .
so many people around are changing .
some changed to be a beta people
but
some are changing to a people that i do even know.
the one who used to be so close . she did change.
she reli changed to a person that i don even know her before .
so scaly .
used to be good fren and yet now became stranger and even enemy
used to be a close fren but now .....
huhuxx
i reli donno whats wrong actually !!
i'm reli tired with dis
she used to be so nice but now she had even said that to me ..
something can be joke but something cant !!
not just onli me realize dis . my frens do .
i tot u had change to be a beta person but u didnt !!
i donno the mario will jump in which "tong" ..
seriously
she did make me so disappointing .
not i dowan to reply hers masseges is i don know how to reply !!
sorry
sometimes there is
no next time,
no second chance ,
no time out sometimes its now or never.
never look at what you have
lost alwix look at what you have
got !
holidays so so bored !!went pahang for 3 days and 2 nitex with my family ~~
friday to sunday ~~
sit in the car til my butt pain onli reach cherating ~
we were buzy findin resort !!
my uncle' idea
no nit to book any hotel or resort before we going we used 1 hour plus to turn here turn der jus to find a resort !!finally got a resort with 5 rooms
is so damn jipak weii ..
we paid for sufferin like tat
toilet do hav any lock,
the toilet is so kampung!
aircon hav spoil,
fan do not hav cover,
the beds is so kanasai ,
do not hav any blanket,
and
at nitex do not hav electicity!!
argh
in my 14 plus years life ,
this is the most jipak hotel that i ever went !!
cherating duyang resort
haix
this is the lesson la ,
so must book hotel before going to holidays !!
my cousins and me were in a same room
we complained like mad ppl (but no use)
but the view of sea is reli reli worth it to stay in the jipak hotel !!
we played volleyball with those kiddo and olddo !!
im bad as usual !
lol
my uncle and aunt were buzy catching fishes !!
so nice lehh ..
is tired but fun !!
we were for our dinner at the seaside
so cold sia ..
after that went walking with cousins ..
orang bandar went kampung
and my bro did say a line to make all of us laugh like mad ~
kampung busuk
kampung banyak nyamuk
kenapa nak datang kampung??
stupid kia la him ..
went back the stupid resort ..
waipiang
no electicity !!
stupid
we were callin to complain one by one !!
lolxx
the next day ,
around 9 ady don hav breakfast !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kek lo !!
hatfa drive til out of cherating to hav our breakfart ..
finally check-out !!
sat in car again to kuantan ~
we went a gua
wanted go for rock climbing
but til the end jus wynn n me went up !!
so tired
we like jog to the end..
haha
we two sweat like hell
kaka
but is reli worth it lohh
the view reli nice ..
hahaxx
we took like half an hour den the rest hafta wait for 2 of us !!
lolx
we went for lunch !!
so damn slow lo
my aunt ever ask my cousins and me go and cook !!
we almost stand up but the foods came !!
hahazz
we took half of the day to seach for hotel again
we turn the whole kuantan to find a hotel
we went every hotel to check whether stil hav rooms available ~~
til tired
keep changin ppl to go n check ~~
one of my cousin bro said:
dad, why so hard to find a hotel ??
haiya
next time we build one hotel that dis problem can be solve
omg
when my aunt told us we laugh like hell wei !!
wow .
finally gt a hotel hav rooms available !!
but jus 3 VIP rooms ~~
at 1st jus two , but the d end we got 3 rooms
lucky gt 1 more room if not i wil be sleeping on the floor too ..
haha ..
went for dinner after kiddo swimming ..
we hav a wonderful dinner
so ful sia
ate super alot
sotong bakar . ikan bakar . sipu . chicken wings. fried rice . mee . rojak .
my supper is ice creamss !!
my cousins idea
lolx
so paiseh that my cousins were teman me to wait for 12o'clock(7th of june ) !!
kaka
four of us were sleepin on the bed
slept til so xin ku weii
then
bro cousins slept at floor !!
wakakakakakakakak !!
next day ,
went breakfast den shopping
and go back jbee
seriously
bored
i totally agreed with manda !!
haha
u gonna anti fried rice weii
i had it for 3 days
lunch dinner even breakfast !!
haha
but hav fun with family lo !!
reached home around 10 smth ..
stil my bed is the best
haha !!
3 of june went jusco with ade(birthday gal ) , js, manda, harn,wen, nat, eileen, szelynn, my sis to celebrate ade
beleted birthday ~~ went redbox ~~
so fun sia on tat day !!
n
my plan is working !!(manda noe why )4 of junewent to jj court for badminton im late for 2 hour ..
paiseh paiseh
we had our lunch at pizza hut ~~
oosp ~
ter made my mom angry ~
but she didnt even sco me !!
suprised !!
sorry that went back super early
but at least my plan is sucessful !!