i miss you .
i miss all the phone call.
i miss the moment of waiting.
i miss the concern.
i miss all the time we had .
i miss everything about you .
anything happen ,
i am always here with you .
imy !
imy
Sunday, May 23, 2010
end .
is the same feeling i had in the past two years .
i really don want this nightmare to come again .
i had it enough with that .
i got nothing to be regret , because i gave the approval .
sigh .
you.
i am alright .
just take it as i no creadit .
give me sometime .
sorry .
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Not gonna hear 'Ding dong" from my phone.
miss tat sound.
But,
Never ever get to hear it again from my phone.
I'm here to pray..
May god bless her in everythin.
Her safety and health.
Father god,
pls giv her d happiness n bring away all her sadness.
She nit ur peace n strength..
i'm here to pray wit all d name of father god.
Amen.
miss tat sound.
But,
Never ever get to hear it again from my phone.
I'm here to pray..
May god bless her in everythin.
Her safety and health.
Father god,
pls giv her d happiness n bring away all her sadness.
She nit ur peace n strength..
i'm here to pray wit all d name of father god.
Amen.
感觉都不同了.
去了同样的地方.
吃了同样的食物.
做了同样的事情.
到了同样的时间.
见了同样的他.
但,
我并找不回同样的感觉.
在cs流淌了整个下午.
到了许多地点.
整路上陪伴我的就是一位朋友与含在眼框的泪水.
在和他一起走过的每一个地方,
每一道路.
都有深深的回忆.
一踏进麦当老.
以忍无可忍,
眼泪落下了.
我依然期待.
每个星期三和星期五.
等待他的简讯.
每夜,
泪水陪伴我入睡.
好怀念过去.
"拿得起,放得下'
我做不到!!
但,
为了你的快乐.
我正在学习当中.
吃了同样的食物.
做了同样的事情.
到了同样的时间.
见了同样的他.
但,
我并找不回同样的感觉.
在cs流淌了整个下午.
到了许多地点.
整路上陪伴我的就是一位朋友与含在眼框的泪水.
在和他一起走过的每一个地方,
每一道路.
都有深深的回忆.
一踏进麦当老.
以忍无可忍,
眼泪落下了.
我依然期待.
每个星期三和星期五.
等待他的简讯.
每夜,
泪水陪伴我入睡.
好怀念过去.
我做不到!!
但,
为了你的快乐.
我正在学习当中.
13.05.2010
一切都结束了.
又回到了原点.
没有人能和我讲电话.
没有人会在和我一起等候每个月的28号.
没有人让我准备礼物.
没有人会让我期待和他的午餐.
没有人会在打我的头.
没有了.
都在我预料当中,
但. 太突然了.
对不起,
请原谅我的不好.
没有办法让你开心.
谢谢你,
给我的一切.
你让我体会了许多新体验.
也让我学会了许多.
曾经说过,
为了你,我宁愿做任何事只希望你能快乐.
不在强求你了.
不在勉强.
我接受这一切.
但,
只希望你能永远的快乐.
本人会永远得在此等候.
有任何是随时随地都能找我.
我对你许下的每一个承诺并不会消失.
在我心目中,你还是在同一个位置.
无人能取代.
虽然,
不能句上最完美的休止符.
但,
你将句上我的故事中的休止符.
泪水依然的陪伴我.
谢了,
在我身边支持我的每一位朋友.
你们为了我做的这一切.
我感激不经.
在给我多一些时间吧.
我相信,
时间是唯一的解药.
时间会让我从新振作.
时间将证明一切.
ehh , hello ?? what kind of fren are you ??!!
Thursday, May 13, 2010
ehh ..
which kind of fren are you ??
need to do until like this or not ?
cant you like just wait for a few days just for the sake of making me feel better ??
i know la you asked before .
but no need like this also can .
hmmm .
if you're gonna treat her like your everything .
like the way you treat c.f
then i wont stop you from anything .
i will give you my best wishes .
if you are just gonna take her as a replacement .
then forget it !!
i wont let you go either .
i wont let you to hurt her .
she is not a reserve for u .
which kind of fren are you ??
need to do until like this or not ?
cant you like just wait for a few days just for the sake of making me feel better ??
i know la you asked before .
but no need like this also can .
hmmm .
if you're gonna treat her like your everything .
like the way you treat c.f
then i wont stop you from anything .
i will give you my best wishes .
if you are just gonna take her as a replacement .
then forget it !!
i wont let you go either .
i wont let you to hurt her .
she is not a reserve for u .
tired tired tired.
i am so freaking tired .
my phone in a dying state .
but , please don die .
i need you !!
sien,
have a new timetable for duty .
tuesday- afternoon .
wednesday to friday - morning .
wont be in school for four days .
no fun already .
gonna be tiring , darker n so far so on .
going to have fun during duty ,
hope i do enjoy it .
anyway ,
i don know what should i do .
i don kinow what is going on .
i don know wth have i done in my past life .
i don know what am i thinking about .
i don know .
lalala.
don think .
don bother .
don care .
don sad .
don cry .
i wish i can be back the happy go lucky de feli .
i wish someone is here with me .
i wish to say everything out .
i wish i can control my temper .
i wish i can find a way of solution .
i wish she don exist in my world .
i wish everything can be done .
i wish to gain eveything.
i wish .i wish . i wish .
i shall keep my words to myself .
no more tear .
no more punching .
no more cutting .
no more mood swings .
no more ily .
no more imy .
no more . no more . no more !!
think back of everything . sigh !!
lalalalalalalalalalalalala.
feli is not in mood .
feli feel like shouting .
feli feel like scoldng .
feli feel like throwing everything .
goshhhhhhhh .
mind full of thing.
but non of a single thing do with my studies .
gosh .
exam coming .
before exam me going for holiday !
holiday with history .
history please fall in love with me .
siao already .
i shall focus on my studies .
i shall clear my mind .
jiayou for studies .
is time for me .
to learn how to give and take .
to learn how to gain something i want.
to learn how to be patient .
to learn how to make a right decision.
to learn how to tell a white lie .
to learn how to control myself .
to learn how to lead my own life .
to learn how to take things lighter .
to learn to appreaciate everything .
to learn many many many thing more .
so yeah .
accept this fact already .
time is gonna bring away my sadness .
i believe time can tesify everything.
i believe in myself .
i believe in god .
NOT IN MOOD :(
my phone in a dying state .
but , please don die .
i need you !!
sien,
have a new timetable for duty .
tuesday- afternoon .
wednesday to friday - morning .
wont be in school for four days .
no fun already .
gonna be tiring , darker n so far so on .
going to have fun during duty ,
hope i do enjoy it .
anyway ,
i don know what should i do .
i don kinow what is going on .
i don know wth have i done in my past life .
i don know what am i thinking about .
i don know .
lalala.
don think .
don bother .
don care .
don sad .
don cry .
i wish i can be back the happy go lucky de feli .
i wish someone is here with me .
i wish to say everything out .
i wish i can control my temper .
i wish i can find a way of solution .
i wish she don exist in my world .
i wish everything can be done .
i wish to gain eveything.
i wish .i wish . i wish .
i shall keep my words to myself .
no more tear .
no more punching .
no more cutting .
no more mood swings .
no more ily .
no more imy .
no more . no more . no more !!
think back of everything . sigh !!
lalalalalalalalalalalalala.
feli is not in mood .
feli feel like shouting .
feli feel like scoldng .
feli feel like throwing everything .
goshhhhhhhh .
mind full of thing.
but non of a single thing do with my studies .
gosh .
exam coming .
before exam me going for holiday !
holiday with history .
history please fall in love with me .
siao already .
i shall focus on my studies .
i shall clear my mind .
jiayou for studies .
is time for me .
to learn how to give and take .
to learn how to gain something i want.
to learn how to be patient .
to learn how to make a right decision.
to learn how to tell a white lie .
to learn how to control myself .
to learn how to lead my own life .
to learn how to take things lighter .
to learn to appreaciate everything .
to learn many many many thing more .
so yeah .
accept this fact already .
time is gonna bring away my sadness .
i believe time can tesify everything.
i believe in myself .
i believe in god .
NOT IN MOOD :(
my life .
ohh . i am so tired for this few days . actually not that busy too but , no idea why i am so tired .
my new chapter of my life .
thanks alot to grand my wish .i know that is hard for you and me to start a new chapter of life . but i am seriously tired . i think this is a better way for both of us too . hmm ya , no point of waiting kay ?? but thank god , we didnt fight over those stupid matter . just remain like this will do ? lastly . thanks you for everything that you have do for me . iamsosorry.
sigh.
i prefer to be honest to you .
but i doubt that i have make a wrong decision .
maybe as what they said,
don know everything is the best .
but ,
i feel so bad to keep something from you .
maybe you don mind or don care .
i cant stop you from anything .
so yeah,everything is just up to you .
as what someone said , me n ****** are not a good sis .
ya i shall admit i am not .
i did make you sad , down & disappointed
for quite a few time .
is my bad .
but ,
sometime i really got no idea why .
argh .
should i give up on this time ?
god arr ,
do not play all this with me weii ..
i will die because of heart attack .
gosh ,
can someone whack me ?
to someone who is busybody !
FOR YOUR IMFORMATION ,
there are non of a single thing do with you . can you just keep your mouth shut ? that gonna peace can ? seriously cant tahan you man .no idea how the hell she can tahan . tsktsk . everything happened also have your business like that . if you are gonna comment about someone please do think about your ownself first. comment about others but you are doing the same thing , no , is even worse .well .there is a limit for everything , please do not mess me or anyone around me anymore . i had it enough . let say , you are that great ad wonderful , i doubt now i am facing all this problem can arr .. duhh .. all thank to you , i have to deal with all this problem . cant you just leave her with me and leave my matter to me ?? i know youlh . but i don care !!"NOW IS TEMPORARY BREAK , JIU HAO SHI HAVE A REAL BREAK" this line is so familiar rite ?? it came out from your mouth . ya la i know , it really happening , you gonna be the most happiest one what right .. argh ..why this kind of human will exist in my life ?? my frens who know me well should know i don used to hate poeple , the most just dislike .. but ,i hate you !!!
i don care .
this is me , me is who am i .
my new chapter of my life .
thanks alot to grand my wish .i know that is hard for you and me to start a new chapter of life . but i am seriously tired . i think this is a better way for both of us too . hmm ya , no point of waiting kay ?? but thank god , we didnt fight over those stupid matter . just remain like this will do ? lastly . thanks you for everything that you have do for me . iamsosorry.
sigh.
i prefer to be honest to you .
but i doubt that i have make a wrong decision .
maybe as what they said,
don know everything is the best .
but ,
i feel so bad to keep something from you .
maybe you don mind or don care .
i cant stop you from anything .
so yeah,everything is just up to you .
as what someone said , me n ****** are not a good sis .
ya i shall admit i am not .
i did make you sad , down & disappointed
for quite a few time .
is my bad .
but ,
sometime i really got no idea why .
argh .
should i give up on this time ?
god arr ,
do not play all this with me weii ..
i will die because of heart attack .
gosh ,
can someone whack me ?
to someone who is busybody !
FOR YOUR IMFORMATION ,
there are non of a single thing do with you . can you just keep your mouth shut ? that gonna peace can ? seriously cant tahan you man .no idea how the hell she can tahan . tsktsk . everything happened also have your business like that . if you are gonna comment about someone please do think about your ownself first. comment about others but you are doing the same thing , no , is even worse .well .there is a limit for everything , please do not mess me or anyone around me anymore . i had it enough . let say , you are that great ad wonderful , i doubt now i am facing all this problem can arr .. duhh .. all thank to you , i have to deal with all this problem . cant you just leave her with me and leave my matter to me ?? i know youlh . but i don care !!"NOW IS TEMPORARY BREAK , JIU HAO SHI HAVE A REAL BREAK" this line is so familiar rite ?? it came out from your mouth . ya la i know , it really happening , you gonna be the most happiest one what right .. argh ..why this kind of human will exist in my life ?? my frens who know me well should know i don used to hate poeple , the most just dislike .. but ,i hate you !!!
i don care .
this is me , me is who am i .