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my silence is just another word for my pain.
Friday, June 18, 2010

i finally get to find a right ringtone for a right person. Although will let me think back about the past but yeah, i feel better now. When the time of holding , i cant get to find a simple nice softoy. But now ? Everyway i go i do see a nice softoy exactly what i wanted . Now , meaningless for getting it so yeah jus forget it . I'm trying to find a different kind of softoy now .. And ya i took one softoy from someone , now i'm looking at it n i feel much happier .although just a small toy..hmmm..i'm looking forward to d outing l8r wit frens plus dis toy n his owner .nights.

P/s: can don be so blind already? Not worth it , after a year what you have ?sadness ? Sigh..pointless of waiting .


l.o.l
Tuesday, June 15, 2010

stop being coward .
if you dare to scold people in public why don you admit ?
no need to find plently of rubbish as your excuses .





you did .
you did .
you did .
i wish to restart my life .


successed .

wow .
kids we successed to hav a party for that shorty . bullied her too . but this plan is not as well as what we think , next one will be better . and and and , must be better  !! their explatation is so so so high !!

waited for so long in mcd .. got some pig agreed to meet at eleven in cs , but ended up ?? woke up at twelve plus n met in leisure mall . reached after that shorty . tsk tsk !!
watched movie , cc keep throwing porcoon .and finally i knew why she bought a big packet for herself and one small one for me . and she waited for so long for kissing part ! but she didnt get to see . haha .. horrible kid !!  after movie went for bowling !! idiot them . booked the court still need to wait for half an hour .. played pool with kids while waiting ..

kinda happy to see that stupid turned up !! haha .. she played cheat !! she is supposed to walk back home n i supposed to drive her car back ..nvm la , i am kind enough !!


hav fun during bowling . all played cheat !! eva n rita stopped me from bowl when its my turn !! and der bowl for me , washed the longkang !! actually my team did the same thing to take revenge ! haha..but til the end my team still won !!! lalalalala !! shorty, don jealous arr !!


so  yeah , hope that shorty enjoyed herself !!


i am looking forward
Sunday, June 6, 2010

i hav a big mission gonna carry on with the designer and helpers .
hopefully everything gonna be fine and folo the plan .
god bless us la kids ..
we must success with this plan wei ..
jiayou bah ..
after this one we have a bigger mission to carry on .
just treat this as our practise ya .
see you on that day .




badminton .
with yubei , jenny , rita , manda , harn, cindy , slynn .
(sorry for not mention about some of u , coz i don know whether are u going or not )
free to join arr ..





stulang .
to collect rubbish and deal with folio .
jiayou .




after exam ,
this one mar ,
stil so long la ..
thinkk too much .
lol .








well , night everyone ..


i.don.know.

so not my day .
supposed to hav an outing with aunt in sg .
but mom don allow .
went maths tui .
my house' ceiling got a hole today ; my maid is crying like what only coz of it .
sigh .
til i cant sleep .
so decided to online .
who knw after online i see something i don wish to see .
so yeah .
not in mood .



i don know what am i going to do ?
i wish all this just a dream .
i wish i can wake up asap .
i am tired  of being sick of tired .
let me off la can ?
i really wish all this is gonna be a good memories for us .



you . pls , i am sick of listening abt it . whenever i see you , you will just telling me the same thing . i really dowan to know abt all this . if u don learn ur lesson den go ahead , i know love is blind . but do not regret of what u hav done . u wont get all this back again . coz of u , i lost a great fren i lost my smiles with the reason . did i ever blame u for all this ? nope i dint . next time can u pls think before blog abt smth or think before u tok .. no use of blaming urself for something that happened,  even u aplogize a billion time to me . sorry i wont accept it .. coz , sorry do not cure anything . i don know wth i gonna reply u , maybe a smile ?? but i do not want to fuyan u . maybe u think tat my short msgs are jus to fuyan u den go ahead . as long as i know what am i doing is nothing  wrong then i am fine with it . u will never get back the one you used to know . i am sorry . if you cant bear with it then i not gonna force you to do this so . let it off , i am totally okay with it . i ady gav up of advising you . wanna listen or not up to you .. save all your explainions for me is just craps . i have been listening all this since 2 years ago . is enough for me . i not gonna believe all this anymore . maybe a lot of ppl asking you to choose either one of the both . then , i can tell you that you not nit to choose . no matter what is the answer , don matter to me anymore .. no need to wait for anything ady , the day wil never come . i cant get to find any reason to pressure myself to give in . i will give you sometime to think about it , come back to me when u got ur answer ..so yeah , sorry .







you . although many people keep telling me that not worth it or what . but i just gonna ignore it . i dowan them to spoil your image .. maybe i am true silly , but i cant get any reason for myself not to be silly . well , that million of apologizes you can take back ady . i not think so you nit to apoplogize , there is nothing do with you . with or without your exist, the end of this story is still going to be the same . you didnt not changed any part of this story . but brought away my heart and smiles . if you think that after breaking is a nothing to me or i am ever happier . that you are wrong . i am thinking to move on my life with the rest of thing . i tried to make myself to be tired just  not to think about it . but i am failed to do that so .. i shall just accept the fact that you're leaving . nit times . i don know how long i need but stil ............ hmmm ..  i marked my words , once u choose to leave here , the same goes to me . i am leaving here too . nothing to feel bad ,nothing to feel guilty .pls do not blame urself anymore , it jus pissed me off ..  fyi: you're not just a passer-by who said hi to me .you're someone who marked a part of my life .




to some SMART people.
sick d  .
hopefully she will get well soon .
take care arr ..
rest well .





dhd told xhd that dhd miss the old xhd which is happy-go-lucky .
yup xhd do .
but .......
xhd wont be back that happy-go-lucky xhd d .


冰淇淋
Saturday, June 5, 2010

冰淇淋.
融化了,就算放回冰箱里.
都不能变回原型.
以失去原来的容貌.






失去后才懂的珍惜,
那就太迟了.
不可能回到从前.
一切都随那一次的伤心难过离去.
都是历史了.





不想在强求.
我累了.





.他.
都是过去.
而,我....
并不期待未来.
这一切以足够了..





我只希望你能得到属于自己的快乐.
我会祝福你的.


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