suddenly , feel that dying is scaly . i got no idea what or why make me think of this , just thinking and looking at the news , stories and more already feel it is scaly .one of my frenz asked me if i know that my life just leave with the last 15 minutes what am i going to do .. seriously im thinking the real answers, i got no idea what i will do if it happening. but i just hope that go without any regret !!!!!!

i think i am mad weii rite now !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arrrgh ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

i cant even know what the hell im thinkin laaaaaaaaaa ......just wanna to bang my head on the wall , so damn stupid la .. ish ish ish !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant even let myself to calm down and think of the problems .. but nothing happen also .. crazy liao me