haha ,
planning to go redbox with all my cousins .
but so bad la , no room liao !!
tsk ..
but still going somewhere lo !!
haha .. .
uncles wanan go seaside !!
hopefully hav fun !!

ihateyouihatehermorebutihatemyselfthemost.


what the hell you doing this to me ??
freaking me out.
i donno what feeling should i have !!
but,
really disappointed me .
dot dot dot.

omg
is freaking me out man !!
what the hell la she doing this to me ??
keep asking me to change phone but she dowan pay for me , just ans her no money and i get scolded like mad .. like i murder huever !! ish ish ish !!
kanasai betul !!!

haha !!
went out with manda , harn , szelynn , mellissa (sorry if spelling wrong) and ade !!
went damai for badminton lo .. so sorry im late !! kaka .. the first time manda kena smack by our miss tan yi harn !! lol .. poor her weii kena eye .. tsk stk !!
ade went and fetch us , haha .. went redbox lo .. pic mar , havnt curi from manda !! haha .. hav fun lo !! thx u ppl ^@^

haha
first of all , sorry for late post !!
tsk..
having fun and seriously learn alot alot !!
money not this easy to earn !!
haha ..
i am just crapping here weii !!
lol
you guys should view our miss nevell koh and yap yee hung ' blogs la ..
haha ..

manda !!
thx you manda for supporting me when the first day !!
and sorry aunty i blur never see the black colour one !!
haha .. (shhhhhhhhhhh)

manda and harn ,
thx you for visited me !!
and you manda !!
reli suprised me
you actually pierced ur ears !!

lol lol lol
did alot of diu nian' things ,
but i enjoyed alot !!


ehh esther !!
you really gave me a shock can arr . but arr , nvm la luckly i don hav heart attack la !! lol .. serious now , we settled everything rite ?!!! no problem anymore ya bro ? haha..


ehh nevell !!
chill la kay , after all this we will never see ahhem face liao !! just treat it as a lesson behh ?? haha .. you not bad arr !! ahhem !! and and and , your challenge success d weii !!


ehh yee hung !!
you damn chio can arr , you must belanja us the after taking money !! haha .. you're the best promoter d la !! haha ..


haha ,
to u all ( yee hung , esther , nevell , audrey)
i am super duper mega bega sorry !!
for not able to attend our celebrations !!

i will never forget about today !!
14.11.2009 !!
11.11 pm !!

haha ,
i know that i'm too random for giving you answer !!
coz ,
shocked lo !!

hmmm ,
jus wanna to tel you that ,
iwilltrymybesttodothebestforyou =D
heartssssssssssssssssssssssss !!!!

haha .. went to buy cream for ears n met aunt!! aunt n mom argue all the way to old folk house !! coz of the way to go there , they are lame as usual lo !! almost go to pontian coz aunt drive too fast !! tsk !! reached old folk house after they arguement !! go der to visit my mom de uncle !! first time of visiting , damn scaly one actually !! got a weird feeling ,, tskk .. feel v poor thing to tat uncle !! hmm ..

after tat, they both continue agrue abt where to go on next !! mom wanted to go jusco but aunt wanna go sutera mall !! the end , went jusco !! haha .. met natt der , and she helped me with my ears again !! lolxx .. i was being maid for the few hours !! kelian betul !! lol .. i buy nth , but they both bought alot !! haha ..

went reached home , my youngest aunt called me !! she wanna belanja me dinner in cs !! woohoo !! shopping again lo !! jam like kanasai !! kaka .. bought alot of food back for the rest hu stay at home to play comp !! 15 cups of cool blog , the sell gal gonna kisiao la !! haha.. many ppl giv me tht look =.= haix

went back , everyone gather at my house !! n 3 of dem started agrue again !! this time der agrue abt where to go n cerebrate my aunt n uncle de birthday !! the end , i think going to redbox !! haha .. long time didnt go !!!


oops , sorry frens !! for not able to attend the celebration coz mom don allow !! long story la !!sorry again

thrusday , having pesta .. lol .. so damn tired one !! actually hatfa go for high jump but brenda n me too lazy to go , so the end we both skip !! haha ! having fun during pesta !! damn bu shuang with some stupid lo !! she actually insulted netball even sco f word !! if she is not in the netball court i surely giv her a tight slap !! ish her man !! forget it , she memang stupid , manda you should noe ?!! haha .. having fun too when playing basketball with manda,mei foong , wen qian!! mei foong tot tat manda donno wad is basketball !! laugh like mad ppl la !! kaka

after pesta , went cs with manda n vivyan !! and meet jacelyn , tee yong ,michael , adrian , sze lynn and wei lin *cough* ... lol .. watched 2012 !! i almost quarrel with tat oty !! manda will slap him if she know him , riye manda?? haha .. werehelping vivyan to find her phone in cinema !!sca ppl la she !! lol .. n n n , someone kinda care abt her !! keep peep at her !! wakakakakakakakakak !!! ahhem !! after movie , finally i pierced my ears !! woohooo , manda's fren helped me to pierce !! lol ..after pierced my ears onli that gal told me i'm her first customer !! omg la weii .. n manda abandon me halfway !!!!!!!!tsk tsk !!



friday !!!!!!!!!!!
closing ceremony for all the activity after pmr !! lol .. 3E damn rock la !! we won johan for netball , hoki n tarik tali !! we're the juara for overall weii , we won two big hampers !! hahaha !!!!!!!! i actually can do paper cutting == siao liao lo me !! kaka .. it was last day for all the f5 seniors , kinda sad weii !! took pic wit dem but i got non of the pic wit me !! zadao rite ?? lolxx ..
after skul , went cs with manda , harn , stefi n cindy !! haha .. watched movie again !! 2012 again for manda n me !! we both actually pinis inside lo !! n sleeping too !! kns betul !! i got scolded from mom in cinema !! ish !! bother la , we continue to play like crazy lo in cs !! tskk .. thx nat for helping me with my ears !! actually swollen !! haha ..damn paiseh la , wanna go back tat time saw someone looks like my primary fren !! we both looked at each other but didnt say hi o anything until she phone me !! haha .. coz we both not comfirm abt hu we are to each other on tat time !! lolxxx .. went to foon yew one to support bro n cousins !! damn bored one la !! so damn tired laaaaaa !!!!



but hav fun !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha .computer finally came back again .. lol .. forced by my mom to play pet society .. is so lame but is fun for the time being now .. haha .. is so boring weii , facebook so lag la !! nvm nvm !!

suddenly think of the 4 stupid fellow , omg !! soon their family will get to feel aall the pain that we felt before of losing a family member .. they gonna dead of murder !! but is so .. donno how to tel her when she grows up n understands everything . hopefully she able to accept this fact weii .. 8 years is coming .. sad sehh !! but cant do anything also , consider as his fault for not listening to mom ?? no idea or maybe is god will ..till now ,i think the situasion still being the same or maybe worse , i got no idea actually ..should accept this as a fact n challenge ?? lol .. i think i should , omg .. i donno what is on their mind weii n did something so damn stupid !! haixx .. so tired of acting infornt of her esp when the time she ask for the real reasons !! is so scaly too , sca to hurt her but no choice lo !! mom asked us to learn about forgive n forget !! i think i jus can forgive them but never forget !! i shouldnt forgive them at first , maybe forgive will be the best way to cheer my family up !! forget about this matter jus impossible !! looking at their pic in newspaper , i reli cant control my angers !!
that feelin not everyone can understand !! is so hurt !!















we miss you ,
&
you gonna stay in our heart for life time !!

time flying withtout us knowing , 9 days more gonna be one year d .
in this one year ,
alot of thing happened..
begining of everything i tot i able to put down everything about you ..
n meet someone else ..
but ,
by time passing onli i realise all this , and think about all this for a lont time .


whenver i'm down o wad ,
you are the one come in my mind.
i feel very free to chat with you since that day we knew until now..
and
i know who is the one i really nit..
but ,
jus can blame myself for not cherish all this ..
im so wrong weii !!
really silly sehh ..
haix.

hmm ,
i shall apologize for this,n do not expect her for anything else .
seriously don know what should i do already .
all this call as fate ??
hmm ..
i dowan to play this kind of game anymore..
speechless weii , donno wad to say n my mind jus gone blank when saw that msg from fren ..
even my feeling ady told me the ans wont be the ans i wanted .
my feeling came true again . .
i do not noe how i feel now ..




haix ..
can we jus ,
let bygones be bygones ??
this gonna be the best gift for me .
hmmm