i am so freaking tired .
my phone in a dying state .
but , please don die .
i need you !!





sien,
have a new timetable for duty .
tuesday- afternoon .
wednesday to friday - morning .
wont be in school for four days .
no fun already .
gonna be tiring , darker n so far so on .
going to have fun during duty ,
hope i do enjoy it .







anyway ,
i don know what should i do .
i don kinow what is going on .
i don know wth have i done in my past life .
i don know what am i thinking about .
i don know .







lalala.
don think .
don bother .
don care .
don sad .
don cry .





i wish i can be back the happy go lucky de feli .
i wish someone is here with me .
i wish to say everything out .
i wish i can control my temper .
i wish i can find a way of solution .
i wish she don exist in my world .
i wish everything can be done .
i wish to gain eveything.
i wish .i wish . i wish .








i shall keep my words to myself .
no more tear .
no more punching .
no more cutting .
no more mood swings .
no more ily .
no more imy .
no more . no more . no more !!







think back of everything . sigh !!





lalalalalalalalalalalalala.
feli is not in mood .
feli feel like shouting .
feli feel like scoldng .
feli feel like throwing everything .
goshhhhhhhh .









mind full of thing.
but non of a single thing do with my studies .
gosh .
exam coming .
before exam me going for holiday !
holiday with history .
history please fall in love with me .
siao already .



i shall focus on my studies .
i shall clear my mind .
jiayou for studies .






is time for me .
to learn how to give and take .
to learn how to gain something i want.
to learn how to be patient .
to learn how to make a right decision.
to learn how to tell a white lie .
to learn how to control myself .
to learn how to lead my own life .
to learn how to take things lighter .
to learn to appreaciate everything .
to learn many many many thing more .


so yeah .
accept this fact already .
time is gonna bring away my sadness .
i believe time can tesify everything.
i believe in myself .
i believe in god .





NOT IN MOOD :(