so not my day .
supposed to hav an outing with aunt in sg .
but mom don allow .
went maths tui .
my house' ceiling got a hole today ; my maid is crying like what only coz of it .
sigh .
til i cant sleep .
so decided to online .
who knw after online i see something i don wish to see .
so yeah .
not in mood .
i don know what am i going to do ?
i wish all this just a dream .
i wish i can wake up asap .
i am tired of being sick of tired .
let me off la can ?
i really wish all this is gonna be a good memories for us .
you . pls , i am sick of listening abt it . whenever i see you , you will just telling me the same thing . i really dowan to know abt all this . if u don learn ur lesson den go ahead , i know love is blind . but do not regret of what u hav done . u wont get all this back again . coz of u , i lost a great fren i lost my smiles with the reason . did i ever blame u for all this ? nope i dint . next time can u pls think before blog abt smth or think before u tok .. no use of blaming urself for something that happened, even u aplogize a billion time to me . sorry i wont accept it .. coz , sorry do not cure anything . i don know wth i gonna reply u , maybe a smile ?? but i do not want to fuyan u . maybe u think tat my short msgs are jus to fuyan u den go ahead . as long as i know what am i doing is nothing wrong then i am fine with it . u will never get back the one you used to know . i am sorry . if you cant bear with it then i not gonna force you to do this so . let it off , i am totally okay with it . i ady gav up of advising you . wanna listen or not up to you .. save all your explainions for me is just craps . i have been listening all this since 2 years ago . is enough for me . i not gonna believe all this anymore . maybe a lot of ppl asking you to choose either one of the both . then , i can tell you that you not nit to choose . no matter what is the answer , don matter to me anymore .. no need to wait for anything ady , the day wil never come . i cant get to find any reason to pressure myself to give in . i will give you sometime to think about it , come back to me when u got ur answer ..so yeah , sorry .
you . although many people keep telling me that not worth it or what . but i just gonna ignore it . i dowan them to spoil your image .. maybe i am true silly , but i cant get any reason for myself not to be silly . well , that million of apologizes you can take back ady . i not think so you nit to apoplogize , there is nothing do with you . with or without your exist, the end of this story is still going to be the same . you didnt not changed any part of this story . but brought away my heart and smiles . if you think that after breaking is a nothing to me or i am ever happier . that you are wrong . i am thinking to move on my life with the rest of thing . i tried to make myself to be tired just not to think about it . but i am failed to do that so .. i shall just accept the fact that you're leaving . nit times . i don know how long i need but stil ............ hmmm .. i marked my words , once u choose to leave here , the same goes to me . i am leaving here too . nothing to feel bad ,nothing to feel guilty .pls do not blame urself anymore , it jus pissed me off .. fyi: you're not just a passer-by who said hi to me .you're someone who marked a part of my life .
to some SMART people.
sick d .
hopefully she will get well soon .
take care arr ..
rest well .
dhd told xhd that dhd miss the old xhd which is happy-go-lucky .
yup xhd do .
but .......
xhd wont be back that happy-go-lucky xhd d .